I got a phone call today. Ian is back in treatment. His wife called me and was “sorry to bother me.” I guess she had promised Nick that he could go to bible school with her mother and she wanted to see if I wanted to meet her, or if I wanted my sister to meet her, so she could take my son for the weekend. Uh.......what?...What??...WHAT???? You’ve GOT to be fucking kidding me!!! You really, really MUST be joking!! The last time that bitch had my son when Ian was in jail she wouldn’t bring him back to me. They fucking HID him away from me and wouldn’t tell me where he was. I had to get a fucking COURT ORDER to make them give him back to me!!! And when I was finally able to get him back, I had to have a police escort take me to some total strangers house to pick him up! And she wants to know if I will let him come down there so her mother can take MY son to bible school!?!?!?!!! I mean for fucking REAL! Do these people think I would just FORGET that shit?!??!?! Not to mention her mouthy ass regarding Nick’s child support. I forgive Ian for a lot of shit but, I love him. These people, as long as they aren’t neglecting or abusing my son while he is there, don’t mean SHIT to me.

And BIBLE SCHOOL?!?!?! Hello.....for those just tuning in.....Wicca here!!! This has pissed me off in the past and I have talked to Ian about it. I DO NOT!!! want Nick going to church or bible study or bible school or prayer groups or mass or baptisms or anything involving an organized religion!! I wouldn't take somebody else's kid to a ritual without asking first. To be totally fair, if it were Ian’s beliefs, Ian taking him to church, I wouldn’t have such a problem with it. There really wouldn’t be anything I could do about that but, neither Ian or his wife go to church. This is her mom taking my son to church without my permission. Me, the one with my own beliefs that I want to raise my son with. Nobody has ever asked my permission for this. I don’t want a bunch of intolerant, judgmental, holier-than-thou zealots filling my son’s head with the “fear of god” (I have ALWAYS hated that term). All their rules and judgments. Don’t do this or you will burn in hell for eternity! Don’t do that or god will smite you down! Don’t think for yourself...let us do it and don’t forget to “send me your money.” I’ve already lost my daughter to the Baptists. The last time she was with me I tried to explain my beliefs to her so she could see that I’m not making sacrifices to dark gods or whatever it is that she was told the evil Pagans do. She wouldn’t hear it. She absolutely refused to listen to me and I didn’t press it. I wasn’t trying to “convert” her, just inform her. I didn’t want her ignorant on the subject. She’s actually told me that she is sorry that she won’t see me in heaven. This upsets me. This upsets me GREATLY!! I won’t have this happen with Nick. WILL. NOT. I told Ian’s wife that today. “You know what? I DON’T want Nick in bible school!”...click.